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From Glory To Glory
2 Corinthians
3:18 But we all, with unveiled face, beholding
as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being
transformed into the same image from glory to
glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord.
God moved mightily in every session
and you could just see that everyone is touched
by God in one way or another. For me, I had an
unforgettable experience in the last session of
the camp. God granted the desire of my heart when
I asked Him for something new, something that
I could hold on to even when I return to Penang.
It started with my hands shaking
and legs trembling in His presence. When I was
on the floor, my head started shaking and then
my whole body began to move from right to left
vigorously. Finally when the shaking stopped,
I felt the heat all over my body. I do not have
an explanation for every movement. At that time,
I just let go and let God move the way He wanted
to.
The words "changing from
glory to glory" came to me when I questioned
God the experience that I had. Truly, this experience
will change my views and my ways in many areas,
change to be more like Him! While I was sharing
with another sister, she confirmed that the presence
of God was different that night - there was such
a freedom and His presence was tangible.
For those who were not in the
camp, I pray that you will catch on.
For those who had the experience
I pray that you will not lose or forget the things
you had caught in the camp!
To God be the glory.
Wendy Ng
1st December 2003
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Set Free
Friday (5th Dec 2003)
This whole week of fasting was
really good and I had a lot of breakthrough spiritually.
Pastor was teaching us about Blessing & Curses
based on Deuteronomy chapter 27 & 28. Then
in Deut 5:9 it says that God will visit the iniquity
of our forefathers upon the children to the 3rd
and 4th generations of those who hated God. We
were taught to repent, renounce, to cut and to
break every relationship that we have with any
kind of idol or bad habits that have been passed
down to us by our forefathers. It was really shocking
to find out that even though we have become Christians,
there are still curses that were put upon us and
our forefathers, which carry on until today.
While I was praying on Wednesday,
God revealed to me ancestral worship in my home.
So I prayed against it and tried to break the
ties of that ancestral worship in my family. On
Friday when we ended the fasting & praying
with the song "Forever God is Faithful",
there's an overwhelming freedom and joy that came
over me and I started jumping as we sang the song.
I couldn’t stop jumping because there was
so much freedom in that jump and at each jump
I was breaking each curse that was upon me and
my family. I kept on jumping and jumping then
finally when Melissa Teoh came to lay hands on
me I fell onto the ground. I felt released inside
and there was something that has broken free.
I didn’t know what that meant until I went
home.
On the same night after we had
our SCC meeting something strange happened when
i reached home. I could feel that something was
following me. Eerie feeling flowed through me
and I had goose bumps all over. If you have been
to my house you will be able to see an idol right
in front of the gate of my house and then there's
a few more idols upon entering into the hall of
my house.
So what happened on Friday was,
upon arriving at the gate of my house I sensed
the discomfort and the thing that has been following
me was getting nearer. I said in my heart to take
authority now and do not be afraid so I turned
my head behind and I said "In the name of
Jesus I rebuke you, go away from me". The
thing left immediately as I could sense peace
coming in and fear went away. Now this is the
good part of it - the moment I opened the main
door, I heard "Pom! Pom!" then I turned
my head and I saw the idol (a piece of engraved
wood used for worship) in front of the gate &
the other one inside my house (which is actually
the wood that has my grandma's name on it - ancestral
worship) fall over. I just felt so victorious
at that moment.
This ancestral worship has been
holding me for quite long even though I don’t
worship them. I was raised by my grandma since
I was a baby so we were very close. She loved
me a lot and among the many grandchildren I was
her favorite. So after she passed away, my uncles
had said that I was not honoring her, that I was
useless (since she loves me so much) and now that
she is dead I don't even go to her grave to pray
or visit her on the "Cheng Beng" month.
Guilt came all over me. But I
thank God that He has set me free from all this
guilt and let me walk in freedom of His light.
All this curse or saying of not honoring my grandmother
has stopped bothering me now. I know it right
away that God has set me free and He is so much
more powerful than any kind of spirit that is
living out there. Thank God for revealing to me
things that was holding me back and now He has
truly set me free.
Glory Of God
Saturday (6th Dec 2003)
This morning God gave me vision
of His throne again. As pastor asked all of us
to come together in a circle to pray, I started
praying and saw the throne of God came down on
the stage. At both sides of His throne I saw angels
ascending and descending with some walking around
where we were praying. It was so magnificent.
His throne began to spin around and at each spin
there's a light that came forth from the throne
and shined through each one of us.
All the people became transparent
and there's a small light that was going round
and round in the body and slowly the light started
to get brighter and bigger and then it pierced
through each one of us like an explosion. The
light continued to explode and went through the
wall and beyond the church. I asked God for confirmation
of what I saw and He did confirm it. After seeing
the vision, pastor confirmed it with his words.
Three things that he said that morning confirmed
the vision that I saw:
1. He said that angels were walking
around
(I saw angels ascending and descending and some
were walking around)
2. The glory of God will shine thru each one of
us
(The light coming from the throne and shine through
each one of us)
3. We cannot contain the glory of God
(We became transparent and the light just pierced
through and went through our body, through the
wall, and went out of the church)
Dancing With Jesus
Sunday (7th Dec 2003)
Last Sunday I was dancing with
Jesus with so much freedom in the dance. It's
so fun and free that I could dance to anything
I want to and not confined to some movement of
steps. Both of us danced like crazy and we had
so much fun. The next thing I know was that Jesus
just sat down on the floor and I quickly laid
down and held on to his ankle - we were still
playing and having fun. There was intense heat
like the wave of electricity that flowed thru
me. I felt so hot and then everything became so
funny to me - every one looks funny. So I keep
on laughing. I FEEL SOOOOO.......... FREE............
SOOOO......... RELEASE ......... like a bird up
in the sky flying anywhere i wish without any
boundaries. It was for freedom that Jesus has
come to set each one of us FREE. Thank U GOD!
Bee Yoong
10th December 2003
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